farking so darn busy both at work & during my free time.. i feeling i am losing the vibes to do extra things. every nite i feel tired easily but then i cant sleep. its tormenting... i haven been blogging much & i also find it hard to passionize myself to take out the camera to shoot stuffs. this is totally frustrating... i wish to get out if this shit fast. cos i tink i am losing myself again... wats worst is i could jolly well lose it all & shut myself out once more. damnz.... wats happening?? is this mid life crisis? or am i simply going crazy?