gosh, haven been updating for days due to heavy work load & being too tired after work. guess its the 'dry spell' hitting me again.

neway.. it hasn't been the best days for me in the past few days, totally pissed with every thing & super-duper grumpy. not sure wats really going on in my mind & i ain't dunno share too much of this here.

i jus hope that the decision that was made is worth it. the current outcome is drastic & not ideally wat i had hoped for, but wat else can i do? back off sushi.. back off... jus dun create more trouble.

T_T